Holiday!

Woo! It's the holidays! Time to settle down and start mugging! Although that won't be the case for me because I'll be slacking through my holidays. I'm looking forward to drama and choir during the holidays. It really beats rotting at home. One thing I REALLY dislike about holidays is that I'll just end up rotting at home. I can still remember my mum asking me , "Why do you always stay at home? Why don't you go out more often, like your sister?"

Like I wouldn't want to ! It's justhat, Idon'tthink nyonewouldhangoutwithmeafterwhathappened

After what happened, I don't deserve any of your trust, I betrayed them, I disgusted you all, I don't deserve your friendship, I don't deserve any of it.

okay, seriously, i kinda like my new blogskin but the font really sucks

god it sucks to be sick

I'm going to barf, why must some people type in short froms all the way? (especially those supremely irritating ones like 'lurhs' for 'lor' 't' for 'to' etc etc). What happened to English?! What happened to spelling and writing in legible words? How can we be the future generation building our country when we can't even type/write proper English?

Seriously, is typing in short form that nice? Just for convenience sake you type in poor English and risk lowering the standard of your possibly low standard English? If it's meant to be cute, I'd rather have acid shoved down my throat than admit it's cute. It's an eyesore for me to see something splattered with short forms and bad English. I don't mind some of them like 'u' for 'you' or "noe/kno" for "know". But seriously, some short forms just don't make sense and are plain redundant !

Speaking of the way people type, what's with the xiao-(name) or XX(name)XX or ZZ(name)ZZ . I keep seeing for in game character names for mmorpg's? Or even worse Xiaozzxx-(name)zz.
I find the name very irritating . Again, is it a way to act cute? And what's with replacing 'a' with '@ ' and 'I' for '1' and 'E' for '3' or the sound "ate" with "8". Are these short forms the cause of poor English?

I can just drop dead now

If it's possible to die from guilt, I would have dropped dead by now and wouldn't be typing this.

Ishouldn'tbeignoringthem,it'sbackfiringbackagainstme

YAY!

Things were great yesterday man! Superb! Wonderful! Utterly fantabulistic! First was science practicals, science practicals + chemistry lab, what's there not to like? I love the chem lab more than the other labs. Then fast forward to English, we played loads of games, I played boogle it was fun cos I versused Mr Yeo and Nandenni. 某某人wasthere. Then had home econs, I'm a lousy cook, I ran around looking for oyster sauce, I can't even cut carrots properly! Some of my sir-fried vegetables were a little bit burnt. I ate them in the canteen with my classmates, Sean and Don didn't want theirs so we ate them.

Then, i went over to eat with nicole and this girl called Bing, she's quite funny, they dragged me to choir with them , I was a bit willing too. I was warmly welcomed by the people that knew me. I just sat around watching them practise, and the animosity towards Alvin Laiman is VERY VISIBLE. Alvin also trpipped over the plug and broke the pins!!! lol! Later, while i was sitting with Mrs Yussoff and Mdm Ng, when Mrs Erp (the choir instructor) talked to me, Mrs yussof asked me to join and Mrs Erp was kinda satisfied with my voice as the choir needed guys. We were singing this french song and i couldn't hear myself well with Ryan and Alvin sitting beside me. I really enjoyed it. I hope i can join is as a second CCA

Friday (today)
During science lesson , after copying the answers on the screen, Mrs Yussof mentioned how humoured Mrs Erp was by me for sitting in the choir room for 2 hours just to sing. I heard people go ,"HUH?!" when they heard I wanted to join choir. Maths = no comment. English, I kicked Bert's and zhen ning's ass in Scrabble after filing . Then we had Ying Yong Wen test during chinese, I tried my best to write in my poor chinses skills.

MY MUM AND MR SAM LIM ARE CONSPIRING BEHIND THE SCENES TO PREVENT ME FROM GETTING INTO CHOIR AS A SECOND CCA!
*I'm screwed if anyone from drama reads this

bah!

This is so screwed, why do I persist?! There's bno future! My feelings will never be reciprocrated! I'm just fantasising at what will never come true. Do I need another rude awakening and hard fall to snap out of it again? I don't ne another ruined friendship. The person is an important friend to me.

Revive!

Last Thursday, after leadership handover ceremony, me, along with other NE ambassadors, packed newater and rubbish bags for the next day's Connect Singapore project. Packing rubbish bags were no kick, packing caps were a little trouble some, especially with rude little sec 1s making so much noise. Then we slacked and slowly went to the bubble tea shop next door to eat. Then C. entered the shop, and we said hello to each other I let all the other NE ambassadors go first. but i slowly got impatient lar. However, when it was obviously my turn to order, C. just cut across and ordered. I was very outraged an snapped at her "Oi! I came first!". (Note! Before she entered, she stood very near the counter, obviously trying to cut queue , I said to her ," Don't u dare try to cut the queue!") Here is how the rest of the conversation went:

Me: OI! C. I came first, why u cut queue!
C.:Sorry lar, order already what
Me: The point is, I came first! do u have any manners?
C.:Sorry lar! I got detention wad
Me: Then say so earlier! If you were rushing for time, at least tell me and I won't kick up a fuss! Besides, no one asked you to XXXXXXXXX get into trouble right?
C.: Walau ! You didn't have to say so loud right?
Me: So? No one heard it! (asks everyone): Who heard what i just said?!
Everyone else: We didn't hear what u said
Me: See?!
C.: you still didn't have to say right? Do you know how hurtful it is?
Then C walked out with her order, and a few seconds later, her whole group friends came over.
GOD DO I HATE THE WHOLE GROUP, I WON'T ELABORATE ON WHAT HAPPENED.

We then packed NEWater, we moved THE WHOLE STOREROOM supply into the alumni room. We took too many, and after all the confusion of packing, we had to move all the remaining back! I was exhausted.

Friday
CONNECT SINGAPORE!!! I took 107!!!! but with weifang, of all people.It was so fun playing and hanging out with my juniors. I was some sort of enthusiastic idiot over there with the 107 girls, but the guys were not very spontaneous. The girls did the Kallang Wave and the can-can. In the end, we didn't get to recite the pledge. Munched with Sean and Donavon after that.

LONG WEEKEND!!!!

TUESDAY
I am so proud of myself! I managed to do 27 inclined-pull ups. I'm very disappointed with my shuttle run.

I TREASURE MY BEST FRIENDS! SCREW THE NEW BEST FRIEND THING WHAT WAS EVEN THINKING? I ALREADY HAVE MY PERFECT BESTIES WITH ME!

I GOT FREAKING 27/30 FOR MY ARGUMENTATIVE WRITING! woo!!! I'm 4 marks away from my A1! I just have to get 12/30 for my next assignment for an A1!! yay!!!

Today
Nothing spectacular to note of.

WHERE'S THE SCREWDRIVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!?????????