abosoulutely childish

Today, it just came to me how some of us can't seem to be disciplined, we can't stop talking in classes. We do inand say insensitive things without considering other peoples feelings. One good example is mr tiramisu. He cannot shut up at all and all that comes out of that abominable mouth are insensitive, rude vulgar and childish remarks. He bears respect for bosoulutely no one and i can't understand his actions at all. he can empty someones water bottle onto gerlyn who is completely innocent and hasn't offended him. Gerlyn was soaking wet! U childish imbecile scum. the world is much better with people without u. The world can do without u. u r just wasting earth resources. does anything u do ever go through your head? Are u stupid or something? you think it's funny to make fun of people n their parents? U think it's funny to bully thme, to splash water on them(partially our intelligent benjamin's fault for lending his bottle to someone like mr tiramisu) Let me tell u something, the things you do u consider fun aren't to sensitive ,thinking polite people who are obviously more mature than u are and can think before thay do somethin. you short fat ugly childish rude vulgar insensitive excuse of a human being.

I know i'm sot of degrading myself to ur level by doing this but i seriously have to voice this out because i can't stand abominations like you.

Fairly average day

still miss and keep thinking of the musical, still haven't done english reading assignmenat and my literature. i plan to do it soon. so the last i thing i'm gonna probably do right now with the comp is type this boringboring entry. I'm writing this boring entry right now cos i'm a boring person that is bored. so whatever i do or write has to be boring. No colour. Just like my life.

Kristopher has just bored you and wasted ur precious fucked-up time

On the way to republic poly for the musical

musical is over

i can't believe it, the musical is over. haven't been posting cos of rehearsals. It was extremely busy. A lot of hard work, sacrifices, teary moments, fun moments, angry moments, but this whole musical has been a journey for all of us, it has changed us, made us know more about ourselves, though i was only a crew, i learnt a lot. i made new friends and got to know my current ones much better.



28 march 2008

1)Went to republic poly . i took a video on the bus

2)Got ready at TRCC . (mayhem in wardobe!) 3)Rehearsal (full run)

4)Lunch 5)Touch up on make-up and crew does a parody run of the musical on stage to test lights. 6)Rest 7)People n VIPs come in and the show starts 8)Intermission biggest chaos in wardrobe yet 9)Act 2 and show ends 10)pack up and teary parts 11)went home at 11.30 after shifting everything back with teachers(the cast could go home earlier and eat supper, so unfair!)

This should be a VERY ROUGH summary of what happened if i'm not wrong. the cast got released earlier and could go eat supper while the crew and staff had to move in the sets n stuff. damn unfair. only reached home at 12mdinight.

New phone!

finally! a new phone! after dunno how many years, i finally have a new one!

Ohh YEAH!!!!

yeah! my internet is back to normal!!!! I called the technician who will be repairing ze phone line tmr, then i go play some comp games cos my nds had a flat batt n james didn't return me my charger. Then a few hours later, the internet was working again! (much to my sister's and mum's irritation) This isn't the first time it has happened cos the other time my internet was down, after calling the technician, everything was back to normal (so weird)



****** knows shyt. it was so awkward.

First, Rachel to me that ****** knows (extremely shocked)

Then went to dinner (****** went along)

Next, i got a seat for everyone,

****** was the second to reach the table and said, "So Rachel told u?'

I nodded, said yar and sped off to order my food it was so damned awkward
Then ****** talked to rachel about it through sms, damn, how to face ******? it is so awkward just to look at ****** in the eye. Let alone talk talk to him about it. Shyt

3 posts in one day

Incredible, i can actually make 3 posts in 1 day, reason being? the probs in my family are getting bad to worse m mom n sis quarrel pracitcally every week reminds of the quarrels my mom n dad used to have before they were divorced. OMG u should hav seen their quarrel. When is my sis gonna respect my mum, when is my mum gonna stop assuming things about me? when will she stop thinking that i'll end up like my sister?when m i gonna have a peaceful family under a roof ? when will i stop dreading going home? when will my life change for the better? When?When? When? thyanks a lot sis, just as my personal life isn't bad enough, u mess up our family. When my probs stop?! i need a listening ear! i need a shoulder to lie on. Someone help me problems are filling me to the brim. when will this house i say in feel like home? When will my sis wake up? Can i get over ******? I need help seriously. whoever is reading this pathetic post on my patetic life about a pathetic me who can't help himself, i hace a few choices for u on what to do
1. Ignore this
2. help me(at risk of wasting ur precious time)
3. Come over to me and wake me up and give me a serious trashing about life 101

I have just wasted ur time on crap.

I'M GONNA CHANGE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

LISTEN UP!I'M GONNA CHANGE FROM NOW!N I'LL NEED UR HELP!

STEP 1: TELL ME ALL OF THE AREAS I NEED TO CHANGE
STEP 2: GIVE SUGGESTIONS
STEP 3: REVIEW MY PROGRESS AT THE END OF THE YEAR!!!!!!!!

HERE ARE SOME OF MY PROBS,
I'M RUDE SOMETIMES
I'M SELFISH SOMETIMES
I DUNNO HOW TO WATCH MY SPENDING
I'M SOMETIMES OF A HINDRANCE THAN A HELP
******(I NEED TO GET OVER ******)

HELP ME!

Last day of holidays

hoho it's the last day of holidays and i still haven't started on me holiday hw! Went to sch to paint the sets for the musical yesterday, actually had fever but went down so i went to sch. Painted until 3 something then went to amk hub with dennis siti and rahimah to look for sean james syafiq n nicole. ames misplaced his mp3 n handphone. but it turns out sean n syafiq actually kept it for him . then i remarked: "The only thing James can remember is a pretty girl and everything about her eg. her face, her figure, her number etc etc. Then went to library, read books until 7pm then went home. went home with dennis rahimah and siti. When i reached home imy fever came bakc so i took another cold shower ate dinner, took medicine and then immediately crashed into bed.

should i tell ******?

Happy day today!!!

Actually had a class reunion today but it clashed at the same time with a last minute drama club gathering so i had trouble deciding which to go to. It was so awkward..... At the last minute, i went for drama club gathering, much to 6E's annoyance. But i can't help it, i'm more attached to sec sch than pri sch. Played time crisis 4 then ate lunch, (got to sit on ******'s chair! YAY!). Then go watch Water horse, **** at first didn't want to go, (sad) but later appeared in the theartre(yay) actually had a chance but then changed seats with sean so didn't get a chance to sit next to ******(boo) But we drank from the same straw though(yay!) After the movie, James realised he lost Sean's PSP(uh oh) and wasted 1 hr looking for it . In the end it wasn't found (poor Sean!) Then went to the basement to snack and slack. then went up to the NEBO upstairs to eat. James ate a burger and nachos and all of us ate ice cream(couldn't finish) got to sit at the same table with ******(woo hoo!) Dirty talked a bit with the rest. Then went to McDonald's with Seanm n James to snack n slack somemore. Talked n talked had a few laughs. Today was a fun day.

should i tell ****** at all?

damn!

Damn it, i'm supposed to be celebrating alvin's birthday with my firends right now but here i am venting my anger here cos my mum wouldn't let me go. god, i wanna be 21 yrs old. she gave me bull shit excuses that it was far away. that it's very late and that i'll be very tired and kept insisting i was tired when i wasn't . She always likes to assume things about me all day long, she dosen't give me the freedom she gives my sis. When i said i wasn't tired she kept insisting i was and said that if i continued insisting that i wasn't tired, she wouldn't let me go, so i shut up. In the end she still didn't let me go cos she said the venue was very far. For heaven's sake, i have friends that live further away and their parents have no objection. what's more, they ask their parents last minute. I asked my mum 1 day before! Damn. she's a great mum but sometimes she just sucks!!!!!!!!Now whenever she talks to me, it's either to ask what i wnat to eat, what to drinks, have i done my home work, have i done my etc stuff. or just to nag or scold me, she rarely engages in conversations with me, when i start a conversaton, she just ignores me and dosen't reply.

Holidays!

The march sch hoildays are here, time to stone again. Luckily there are rehearsals for the school musical for mon tue wed fri so i won't be stoning that much. I don't feel like doing hoilday homework. i still can't believe mas selamat escape, what is the world coming to?!
I have like completely nth to do besides holiday homework which i already said tht i dun wanna do, so some1 give me something interesting to do!

To the person i like,
Of all pepople to have a crush on, it has to be you, i want to let go of u u but i just can't. y do things have to be like this?.................................

Happy valentine's day......

It wasn't happy for me. I was glum for at least half the day 'cos of yesterdays events and the fact that i don't have a valentine. I like the person but i don't dare say... Sian!so miserable. Had 2 tests(of all days) 1 is science then the other is chinese(boring!) I left the last question completely blank...

happy...

Today so borin as usual... during musical rehearsal, me n eugene sit in a corner as usual but have jeremiah's company this time. we spent hours hardly doing anyting... the later we from ensemble become crew..... Damn it. But looking at the big picture n on the bright side, it's not that bad... at least i'm still involved. and if i continue being ensemble, i'll get more boredom.....had Jia min do my foretune again, love. this time is the most accurate.IT WAS F**KING ACCURATE!!!! Me n Sean were shocked by the results .

Valentines eve....
it's valentines day again, but i got no one to spend it with... again, although i have someone i like... SIAN!!!!! THIS FEELING SUCKS!!!!!!!!*bangs head on wall*

Nth to do

nth to do so i came to put a new post, n btw happy post cny! didn't go visiting this year, onli 1 ang pao, which is from mum. Besides, this year like got not much cny spirit. Just finish chatting with cher sheng, he was busy guessing who my crush is, my clues are so obvious! alamak! how come no one can guess ar? onli sean can guess...... come on ppl, it's so obvoius!!!!if u wanna noe the clues again, ask me in school.
新年快乐!!!!!

haha

Today's IT lesson was hilarious, i was trying to uess who gerlyn has a crush on, while she was guessing mine, which sparked to a whole lot more ppl trying to guess who my crush is they kept asking4 more clues.... pathetic, the asnwer was so obvious.... Sean was smart enough to guess it, but his lips n my lips r sealed so u'll never find out my crush.
For the first time in a while i handed in my zuo ye on time.
had lunch with james chidam n cher sheng n humphrey, supposed to eat with don n sean too but me chidam n james were late.I ruined my friendship with vincent again ecause he shouted in my ear, i shouted in is and warned him not too, he screamed in my ear, n that was it, i chased him , shouted : F**k u! a swung my fist towards him hit him hard on the head. He stood there, shocked for a while, like he was gonna faint(i think he was acting). while cs, cchidam n james stood there shocked that i shouted the f-word and attacking vincet, what's more, he followed us to the macdonald's! He just sat there n shut up.

PS. Vincent, i'm not gonna apologise, a lot of ppl always ask u to not scream unnesassarily.U just don't wanna listen.....

another day.....

another usual day, drama now seems kinda boring now that dennis n the rest aren't there, the only great that happened today was that Ms Joansy came to school to visit us!!!! It was kinda last minute so we couldn't do much, we did catch up a little, chatted before i went for drams. xchanged my ds for james' psp but chidam didn't bring it. he'll bring it tomorrow though (phew) let's just hope he remembers....

问这使上情为何物，只叫人生死乡愿
i think of u everyday, my heart aches to tell you my feelings everytime i see u but i can't as you'll shun me like plague.....

my dying blog

i noe this blog is decomposing so i'm trying to revive it since i've nothing to do.My reasons for not grooming it? A. my comp crash for more than half a year. B. I'm busy watching anime C. i dunno how to groom my blog properly. so i'll be glad if any1 can teach me to groom it.

SCHOOL LIFE
This year sucks man, i miss being a sec 1. i dunno y ppl dun lyk ms chua, she's a bit strict and fast but she's quite nice. i think geography is getting more n more borin lah! N so is chinese lesson.i totally regret missing my audition(for the musical,) if only i wasn't that lazy to check the notice board i wouldn't have missed my audition.well, at least we i got a role as an emsemble, should be happy with what i have.

SHEESH
I have a crush on ****** but i don't dare tell ******. How???? i can't stop thinking of ****** how? i noe we won't end up together, besides, i wan concentrate on my studies but i need to let this out.....
PS 207, i m not telling who ****** is so don't even think of asking!!!!!!!!!!

URGENT!!!!!

TO ANYBODY FROM 207 WHO IS READING THIS NOW:
Ms joansy will be comin to sch tmr , 4th Januray 2008. Pardon the late news but pls spread to rest off class!
PS. who can teach me how 2 link ppl?