Omg, NOOOOO

Malaysia got swine flu!!!! Shit, it's definitely going to spread to Singapore now. Must be prepared. DO NOT PANIC!!!!

Watched the season finale of Grey's Anatomy,  DAMN touching!! Damn saddening. DON'T LET GEORGE DIE!!!! OR DON'T LET IZZIE DIE. Although I think George will die because T.R Knight is leaving the show. BUT IZZIE CANNOT DIE, IT'LL BREAK ALEX'S HEART. 

On the other hand, it's quite weird that no one realised George was missing the whole day and didn't realise the John Doe was George. (For those who fail English, a john doe is someone with an unknown identity, female version is Jane Doe) In this case, they did not recognise George because he was badly scarred. They didn't realise the patient was George until George wrote "007"(his nickname) on Meredith's hand. Meredith totally freaked out.

Meredith's monologue at the episode was so touching. It went like this:

Did you say it?

"I love you"

"I don't ever wanna live without you"

"You changed my life"

Did you say it?

Make a plan

Set a goal

Work towards it

But every now and then, 

Look around

Drink it in

Thus, this is it

It might all be gone tomorrow

three more to go

THREE MORE PAPERS TO GO!!!! POA AND F&N, QUIVER BEFORE MY MIGHT!!! MUAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

The maths papers had "Ms Chua" written all over it, Ms Chua didn't even have to walk into the classroom, we all could guess that she was the setter. I totally screwed up both papaers, i left out 18 marks for paper 1 and 21 marks for paper 2. TOTALLY SCREWED. Physics wasn't that bad, I knew how to do most of the questions, despite barely studying. 

By the way, has anyone noticed that Singapore doesn't show Japanese dramas anymore? It's very tiring to see Korean dramas all the time. We need something fresh! Bring back a Japanese drama or 2. It will boost viewership. Everywhere you go, you see Korean dramas, and most of all the dvd's up for rental are korean. I'm very suffocated by the flooding of stuff that's Korean everywhere. Is it because Singaporean's still bear a grugde against Japan for the Japanese Occupation? BUT THAT WAS SO LONG AGO!!!!! 

All hail POA!!!

sian

I want sims 3 but I can't because a dvd drive is needed, I don't have one.

Msn Categories

Grouping in msn is so troublesome, I used to sort them according to 4 categories 

Friends, Family, People I dislike, and Others

I realised last month that a lot of people were grouped wrongly because the groupings were rather broad, acquaintances and people who weren't really friends were under the "Friends" category and people that I no longer disliked were still under "People I dislike". And my contacts grew a lot this year so I decided to re-group everything. So the current groups are:

107'07/207'08, 305'09, Mayflower, Family, Random Assorted Deyi People, Not from Deyi or Mayflower, and Fuckers.

It was a hassle sorting them out, the whole sorting makes NAPFA look easy. (Okay I admit, I'm exaggerating.)

That made contacts way easier for me to find.

On another random topic, maybe I shouldn't get the Sims 3.  Because it's 7GB big, and may not be compatible with my computer, AND IT COSTS $74!!!!!!! Not worth it! Shall wait for price to go down before buying.

BUT THAT DOESN'T MEAN I DON'T WANT IT!! THE PRE-ORDERED HAS SOME SPECIAL ADDITIONS/FEATURES.

What to do, what to do?!

I should go buy something cheaper, like a wallet WITH NO VELCRO!!!!!! I HATE THE SOUND OF THE VELCRO ON MY WALLET. Or maybe a pair of sunglasses, to act cool and shit. *Although I probably won't need sunglasses at all because I stay at home all the time.*

Hints

Do you know?! Sims 3 is coming to Singapore on 3 June!! 1 day before my birthday! Isn't this so cool? The game I've been looking forward to comes to Singapore right before my birthday!

ISN'T THIS JUST SOOOO COINCIDENTAL?

Anyway, as I have mentioned, I want to go blonde. But my mum said NO!!!!!!! I want to dye my hair!!! Why won't she let me?! GARGH.

I'm thinking of brushing up my very poor skating skills again, but I can't because I have no skates. I have to go super far away to rent a pair. So inconvenient. 

I also plan to do some jogging/running during the holidays to buff myself up. Maybe I shall go short for a pair of running shoes.

I've been dying to expand my wardrobe. I want to get a vest, a skinny tie, maybe a cardigan? 

Gosh, I'm so greedy, money doesn't grow on trees.

Some rain is dearly needed now.

Blonde Kenji, arriving soon

Ignore the title for now, I just want to make a couple of shout outs:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SOONG JIA MIN AND JACINTA LIM!!!

Jiamin, who has been one of my closest friends these past 2 years, and Jacinta, my first close friend in 305, I wish you a smashing 15th birthday!!!! 

And,

Happy belated birthday, Michelle Cheng Yu Mei!!

You too, a close friend I've had for the past two years, although we're not in the same class now and we don't talk so often, at least the last 2 years of friendship meant something right?

Anyway, exams are here! And the only paper I'm confident of passing is English. I'm still confused with trial balances, I still have problems with the topic on bonding for chemistry, AND MY PHYSICS STILL CANNOT-MAKE-IT!!!! My F&N, Maths and Chinese is a gone case.

Although I have problems with the topic on bonding, I manged to top my class in that topic!! I thought I failed the test since I was stuck at a lot of questions. I managed to de-throne my class's top in chemistry and claim the seat for my own!! *Celebrates with confetti in lala-land* Well, it'll only be temporary, my head roll during chem paper.

Anyway, referring to the title, I'm planning to go blonde for the june holidays. Anyone think I should do it?

Gold With Honours

This post is super late, but is totally worth it. 

You know why?!

BECAUSE DRAMA GOT GOLD WITH HONOURS FOR SYF!!!!

Gold with honours!!!! Can you believe it? Because I can't!!!!!!! Winarti came over towards me, super excited, and told me that we might have gotten something good for Syf. I was damn excited.

Then Mrs Chua went on the podium and announced that Drama got Gold with honours!!! I was overjoyed and shocked to the extreme!!! I cheered super loud!!! I even stood up and cheered!!! I almost cried, but thought it would be embarassing for a guy to cry in front of so many people.

After morning assembly, we rushed to the foyer and cheered like crazy until mr goh had t go over and hush us!!

I heard a trumpet

My neighbour likes to open her door and play her violin loudly and horribly for the whole block to hear. I hate it when she does that, I'd rather hear the song "Black and gold" (I hate that song) all day long rather than hear her violin . There is also someone on the opposite block who plays the drums. (also quite badly) But the point is, I NOW HEAR A TRUMPET. Additionally, I am 99.9% sure that trumpet is from our school band because the "songs"( or what sounds like a damaged car horn), are the ones that are played by my school band. 

OMIGOSH, I CAN GO BANG THE WALL AND DIE. ( but I won't do it.)

GOSH

Syf is in about 14 hours time!!! Finally made it after months of rehearsals! Will give my all tomorrow and put up a performance that will knock the judge's socks off!! 

GANBATTE KENJI!!

SO WHAT IF I DON'T GO STEADY

I have finally decided. I will not go steady!! Why should I even feel stressed that everyone is getting into a relationship and I remain single? A lot of Secondary School relationships don't last, getting into a relationship will just be a waste of time!

Sigh

This has been pressing me for a while now. I made a friend during sec 1 orientation. We were a bit close for the first few days and although the bond weakened, we still remained friends. Until somewhere in sec 2 I did something that burnt off all my bridges to a lot of people. I was lucky to have some friends left, but he wasn't one of the few who stood by much longer. Soon, conversations decreased, we became nothing but hi-bye friends. Now, he abhors me, and doesn't talk to me, and I know he blocks me on msn (or he created a new acc and decided not to add me, but that's unlikely since it's so troublesome). 

He burnt of the bridge first, but I won't deny that I sort of gave him the matchstick to burn down the bridge. 

HEHEZ

 This is a super late post.

I'm finally a true blue Student Leader! Got my tie on Monday during the investiture. But my classmates only realised I got my tie much later. Now I can fully concentrate on my drama syf, which is 5 days away!!!!!! I still can't nail down my character. Omygosh, I'm feeling the stress as I type this post. 

Although I disliked math last year, I'm starting to like it now because it seems way easier this year. Maybe it's because I don't take A maths, that's why E maths seems so easy. LOL. 

I did something weird on Wednesday, I had a sudden craving for omelet rice during drama so I went all the way from Ang Mo Kio to Yishun North Point just to eat the Japanese Omelet rice there. ALL BY MYSELF. That's something I usually won't do because I dislike eating alone. It seems pathetic and brings down the joys of eating. (I think you don't understand what I'm writing because I don't understand what I'm writing, HAHA). Well, at least I had people to chat with on the train. Found out something shocking, AND I UNCOVERED IT WITH MY LOGIC USING MY KICK-ASS OBSERVATIONAL AND KNOCK-YOUR-SOCKS-OFF HEARING SKILLS, I DID NOT NEED ANYONE TO TELL ME WHAT HAPPENED. (since no one bothered to tell me). 

I AM SO PROUD OF MYSELF CAN?!!! *ego boost* 

Lol, people are gonna start calling me arrogant again.

The POA test I had on Wednesday was super easy. Although I think I got a few questions wrong. HEHE.

HAHA, I KNEW IT

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA, I WAS RIGHT AFTER ALL! X has a crush on Y !!! That explains his overreaction today!!!

Oh My Gosh, Scandalous!

That's my new catch phrase, beacuse I've been hearing so much gossip and scandal that I keep saying it!!

harh

Why does my english teacher give me such low marks for my assignments?

Why?!

There is no way I deserved the marks I got for my situational writing and my book review. NO WAY.

New goal

I have an announcement to make, 

I have setted a new goal for myself.

This time, it's a goal that I can achieve, unlike those old ones I set for myself (refer to old posts)

My new goal is to pollute a very close friend of mine. It's gonna be sooooo fun.

WHAT THE HELL? MY AUNT THINKS I'LL GO TO ITE!!!

DAMMIT

Realization

A phone call with a friend made me write this.

Ever been back-stabbed by a friend and wondered why you got back-stabbed? Ever wonder why everyone can turn against you for the slightest mistake? Ialways asked myself these questions and I slowly got the asnwers.  All the politics and mind games happening around is so vexing. I miss the days in primary school where everything was done without a care and knives were not thrown at you from all directions. In seconday school every action an affect one's social standing and must be thought through clearly. 

When we do something in secondary school we must always consider these:

Will it embarass us?

Will it make us unpopular?

Will it ruin our lives?

Will it offend people?

Will people likeit?

Will they pay attention?

Will the desired outcome come about?

Screw politics.

OMIGOSH, I'M SOUNDING MORE AND MORE LIKE SOME ANNOYING TEENAGER WHO TYPES NOTHING BUT EMO STUFF ALL OVER HIS BLOG. 

I need to be more tolerant with people. The world dosen't revolve around me. 

I shall just post

I have nothing to do so I'll just write something.

Firstly, School, Jiamin was absent today, I thought she was sick or skipped sch or something. BUT, it turns out that she got stuck in the lift!! Omg, I hope she's okay. 

Found out that Seng Jung changed his blog url to something scandalous and very daring. However, it was the corniest way to get the attention of JY. Seriously, ho does he even think he is, JY's boyfriend?

Yeah Yeah, you can say I'm in no position to judge cos love has no bounds blah blah blah. But I just judged it, so suck it up.

I really hope things will get better for me in 305, still feel kinda distant from my classmates despite being in the same class for almost 3 months. Besides those from 207, I only trust a few people in  the class. I guess things will improve by the end of this year, RIGHT? RIGHT? RIGHT?

Starting to miss the people from the debate team, I miss the times there. 

Homework is piling up because of my reluctance to do them. Must-do-HOMEWORK!!!!!

I hate my hairstyle now, it is sooo ugly, I feel like shoving double cheeseburgers down my throat till I choke to death EVERY SINGLE TIME I SEE THEM.

Gosh, I sound like an irritating emo teen.

Oh, hello, can't see you

I'm finally updating my blog!!!! I know you've been dying for me to update this right?  *act bhb* 

Let's start this post from Friday shall we?

Nothing significant that I could remember happened during lessons, let's skip to after school shall we. Mr Neo and Ms Djie were giving out our report cards and when Ms Djie called out my name, I rushed over to get my report card. Shetold me I was good at English and Science but needed to buck up at math and chinese. I took my report card, shaking with excitement, with beads of perspiration dripping from my head. This was what my grades were.

English                  74.7     A2

Maths                   48.0     D7

Chinese                40.0    E8

Comb Science      79.2     A1

Comb Humans   50.0     C6

POA                     58.0     C5

F&N                     60.0     B4

I FAILED MY MATHS BY 2 MARKS!!!!! KNN!! Must work harder!!! I was pleased with my A1 in science, I was disappointed I failed Chinese and quite relieved to pass Poa , Comb Humans And F&N. I was definitely irritated that I was 0.3 marks away from and A1 in English and upon Closer Inspection, I realised I topped English!!! I FREAKING TOPPED ENGLISH!!!!

YOU HEARD THAT?! I TOPPED ENGLISH!!!!

Now people are gonna call me a show-off, but I can't really be bothered because it's flaunt it or lose it.  Then had debates, while getting ready, Korin and I had a karaoke session, singing to Chinese songs. We prepared then headed to Unity Secondary, which was the venue. I was super confident, contrary to the adjudicator's belief. I just shot rebuttals, I was barely reading off a script(I didn't have one). In the end, we won the debate!!! WE WON!!! However, it's 2 loss 1 win, so we can't go to the next round. Well, it's all about the experience right?

Went home, memorised my lines, then went sleep.

Saturday

PERFORMANCE AT Catholic High! I was damn afraid I would get my lines wrong, and I really DID!!!! I missed out a whole line!!! Then went to eat, I swear to always think twice before going anywhere to eat. Pastamania was $$$$.

Sunday

nothing significant that I could remember.

Monday

HPB competition! My team was second to complete our work! I hope we get through. Found out something scandalous, then went for drama.

Tuesday

Bought costume

Wednesday

Drama Rehearsals!!!!!

Thursday

Rehearsal at ACS Barker. I really need to buck up, I'm the weakest link right now.

Friday

Slacked at home

And I just found out that anyone can stab you in the back, your friends may not be what they seem to be, watch out. This rule especially applies to ugly and attention-seeking people.

9/20

I got back my maths common test only to be struck be disappointed, I got 9/20 for the test!!!!! I failed my common test!!!! I just passed my First common test and my other 2 class tests, at this rate, I'l fail my Maths, AGAIN! On the brighter side, i'm passing my F&N and I just have to pass my next test to pass CA1. I got 27/30 for my Chem test, second highest in class, pure shiokness. I have Physics test and Chinese test tomorrow, hope it won't be too tough.

On a ransom sidenote, those who watch gundam 00 rejoice!!!!!! NENA TRNITY IS DEAD!!!!!! THE WRITERS FINALLY KILLED HER OFF!!!! WOOO!!!! I hated that B*tch since the first episode she appeared in. I hated her even more when she killed Louise family although the family was innocent, which caused louise to lose pat of her right arm and drive Louise and Saji apart.

I was cheering when Louise killed Nena in battle, Nena finally got what she deserved. But it was quite sad when louise went crazy and brokedown later, she got her revenge but it couldn't bring her family to life. So sad :(